Wow guys... thinking about graduation..Tech graduation is in 10 days!!

look at all the pictures
of the past thinking of how
the years went by soo fast >>
the dances,the parties, the jokes
the laughs the shoulders to  c r y  on and cute photos
 the people ive known since way b  a  c  k when
 the new kids came every now and then 
 the friendships you make come and go
but theres always those few
youll always know
now as we go our separate ways
 i know ill always ( r e m e m b e r ) these days

Im going to my dads house to cut his hair then to sallys i have to get hair color for undreneath my hair becuase its fading and i have to look perfect for prom-- Dommie is comming over tomorrow were gonna do practice styles for prom... im sooo excited for prom only 5 more days and i swear it couldn't come fast enough!--im in a dilemma on what to do though becuase me and jon are going with Kayla and i dont want to (that reason im saying this is becuase i know she doesnt have the internet at jakes lol)--and she wants to leave prom early and i really really don't. i dunno its a big mess still and i still have to get stuff to put in my hair and talk to danette about doing my makeup! ahhhh i cant wait until friday when i have everything and its time to get ready becuase right now im going crazy!

  

  

hey guys! so i had a funny day at work today first i would like to say that i got two walks inns which i was very happy about they were only blowdrys but it was still fun lol then me and diana were upstairs making the towel closet look better and we were talking about ren and stimpy... dont ask lol and i got my tow stuck on one of the chairs and fell over... i guess it was ony of those had to be there things lol we were laughing though.. okay well prom is in 6days and i CANT WAIT im like more then excited... dommie is comming over monday and were gonna do a practice do on her and then im gonna do her hair at work on friday after i get mine done.. and then my mom is comming in thursday for highlights.. ahh i dunno.. well tonight is for me and jonathan.. i love you sooooooo much! Mwah

  

hey guys! i just got home from work and i am pooped! hehe... i made $20 today it tips which is AWESOME for a thursday during the day hahah were usually sooo freakin slow! but i left them at work by accident hahaha they will still be there tomorrow though. im going to see jonathan tonight!--except he works till 9...and he closes!! im sad but ill have him all to myself tonight ..i did good with eating today too...

Breakfast- 1 bowl special K cereal with skim milk
Lunch- shorty hogie from wawa with like nothing on it haha
Dinner-2 pieces of turkey

no snacks.. im working toward annorexia.. YEAH RIGHT i wish

  

  

DOES EVERYONE WANT TO
KNOW WHAT PRO-ANA STANDS
FOR?

Pro-Ana is another term for "Hi, I'm FAT and I would like to look skinny like anorexic girls, but not so skinny that I die, or am made fun of.  Just skinny enough to fit into my swimsuit and impress my boyfriend"

i am Pro-ana

http://www.anorexicweb.com/Wishbone/wishbone.html

to me thats not annorexic... thats perfect

Hey guys! so today is supposed to be my day off but guess what!?.... i have to fuccin go into work which sucks... i mean i guess its not that bad i just only have two days off... im getting payed to learn something new..oh well.. not to much has went on... last weekend was me and jons anniversary i love you.<3.!!! We went to the drive in movies on saturday night and saw The Interperater and miss congeneality two which was pretty good... then sunday we went out to dinner at outback steak house.. nothing special we just both wanted steak lol... that day was a mess other then his car like over heating and us having to go into starbucks and get bottles water to put in his car lol..when we got out food both of out cows were still breathing! lol they were like bloddyy!!--and i would also liek to say that i really wish i had the will power to be annorexic!--its not fair... but im taking metabolife and i think its gonna work becuase i dont get as hungry as i used to! well im getting ready for work..

3 more academic days of school!

  

  

Happy Birthday Kenz!!

so guess what tomorrow is!?? me and jons two year anniversary!! im soo excited... were going to the drive in movies! hehe its like were back in the 50's! i work thought until 5...bummerr!! but ill get to see my sweetheart after work!!! so tomorow at work its gonna be really really busy becuase spring fords prom is tomorrow and my salon is right next to there so we are booked for the whole day and im going to be helping Danette with updos!! yay for me.. im so excited... okay well im gonna go

Picturess...*

Our little group... except Melissa's not there anymore where the hell is she? hha

Amanda and Nichole

Amanda's Ball getting stuck in the stones hahah!!

Manda and Aubrey!

Aubrey in the out house pretending to go potty *!!

Aubrey

Bad picture of me.. but Dommie looks good

Kay and Nichole

eatin ice cream at freddie Hill!
 

Nichole being sexy! hahaha

Golfingg!

Us at the top

*kayy!-looks like you rmugg shot! haha

Kay and cole

Kay and nichole again

Tina..come get some ham you fat lard! hahha

Me and dana

me and kayla

me and kay again

Nichole and kali

Peacock!

so nothing today AT ALL!... i went tanning and he tried to recrute me to work there lol--Jon went tux hunting today and i think he found one!... he said he was getting just plain black and white, but i want him to get light blue t match my dress! Prom is MAY27... its comming up sooo fast im so excited.. except i was gonna borrow nicholes boobs but then her dog ate them! hahaha so now i dont know what im gonna do... maybe just geta  strapless bra with lots of padding... this whole thing sucks.. im glad that i lost weight but my boobs didnt have to go with it! haha not at least until after prom. so i start work tomorrow! 9-6 yay for me no school wed or thursday!!oh well im gonna go.. jons at his aunts house and im boreddddd--oh yeah tomorrow i get to pick my pictures up! yay im so excited!

  

  

okay guys so tonights the night haha not what your thinking you sickoss! haha Im gonna be one tv hopefully!!! lol... Ill be on channel 6 at 11!... so yesterday was mothers day and i got my mom a gift certificate from my work for a manicure and i didnt have enough money so i gave her one from me just to give her a pedicure at home! hehe- we all went to my aunts house and it was boaring as usual... but the only reason i liked it was becuase my family said they noticed i was losing weight!!!!!!! YAY for me...but i went home and hung out with jonanthan.. we finally.. ya know! haha its been soooo long--well nothing happened today... i finished my roll of film and took it to wal mart with jon and then i went and cut my pop pops hair and now im home... jon went up to his aunts house becuase they are on vacation and him and clark went up to party... i wish i could have went but oh well... Tomorrow morning im gonna miss miss Mcgoverns class.. oh no! haah NOT! i have to go to the foot doctor becuase i just rolled my ankle again... its still freakin killing me and he said it hsould be better at the least 2 weeks.. and its been but its not better at all.. i rolled it just walking on it which sucks... its really weak.. well i guess im gonna go theres nothing else to talk about.

<33 Mandee

ps-congrats to all the new varsity members!!

  

Found these thanx to renee iluuu!!!!

renee and Amy**

Renee Dommie and Amy

Renee and Lisaa

 

hey guys..so its been awhile.. lets see... thursday was a lot of fun nichole frank the hair stylist from the desperate housewives came in and talked to us all day. Sarah  got her hair done which was fun and i got interveiwed by channel 6 news!! yay for mandee--although i was supposed to be on thursday night at 11 and i wasn't... then friday at 11 and i wasn't.. and now im supposed to be on monday at 11.. which i doubt haha--i keep checking the tech schools web site and it tells me when ill be on... on friday we had this stupid senior project expo which was RETARTED!!!! we walked arouond all day looking at other people's projects-fun.. NOT! well anyway i worked on friday night after cheerleading tryouts till 10... I know whos on varsity and im not telling!!!!!!! i worked today ((saturday)) 8:30-4:30 which sucked.. and now i don't work wednesdays anymore but i close on tuesdays and im in all day long on thursdays 9-6 which sucks but hey this is what im gonna do for the rest of my life right!?.. oh boy lest not even go there.. friday was the last day for the seniors at PV!!! soo sad.. Dana made me cry telling my that 10th period friday was her last high school class she'll ever have to take in her life.. oh well im gonna go heres some pictures from thursday..

Tech's web site-->this is to see if they changed the news thinggy

 
Me sarah and nichole           Nichole doing Erin's hair

 
nichole doing sarah's hair   

 

These Icons are for Jonathan..i love you..

  

  <--haha i love you babe

hey guys! not much went on today-had my boaring academic classes today and i owe like everything lol i think im failing this whole marking period. oh well to be honest i really dont care becuase ill still pass for the year and i passed my senior project. heres some pictures jonathan took with his new camera!!!

me and Jon<3

me and jon again

me in my work shirt

Me again =)

me being silly in my messy messy room!

**i changed my profile pic because i need a new one of me and jon

so last night i went shopping!! yay.. well one of the first stores we went in was coach!!!!!soo exciting.. i bought a pair of shoes for $112.00--not too bad becuase they were on sale! i was sooo excited--and Jonathan.. i love you! and Prom song is heres to the night by eve 6!!!

the Shoes..Y

 

The bag..<3333

 

*5 days till Cos hours are finished!!

*13 days till 2 years i love you Jonathan!! Y

*26 days till prom!

*31 days till tech Graduation

*41 days till PV grauation

*59 days till my graduation parttyyyy!

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"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June  I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real blue Stay at home talking on the telephone We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels

 As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can Heather find a job that won't  nterfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

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...And then it hit me... i really can't even begin to explain how i feel--i really can't believe in graduating this year.. i thought about it before and i was sooo excited but to be honest in not at all.. im scared to death and very sad-i can't believe im going to be leaving the people who i have known for 13 years of my life and some longer-its just so werid to think about. i might never ever see some of these people again. and maybe when i do see them it will be at a reunion when were all grown up and married with kids.. its a scary thought.. i really dont think im ready for graduation