Hey guys... so Last night was graduation from tech schooL! it was sooo sad everyone was crying but it was really exciting at the same time. i still really can't believe that im half way graduated from high school... pretty soon its gonna be pv... Next friday june 10th!! ahhh im so excited but i think the big reason i cried was because when we were all walking in they played graduation... i looked cute! hehe i was wearing a little black dress... i always hear thats its good to have a plain cute little plain black dress.. and it did come in handy for something!!.. yay lets see today i had work from 9-6 i made $16 in tips today which is pretty good for a thursday during the day.. then i cue toms hair (my step dad) then i went out with jon. We went to wal*mart and got half of my prom pictures ill put them on tomorrow...then we went car looking becuase i can't go car shopping untill i actually have money! hehe.. then we went tp blockbuster and i got my own cardd!!! yay for me... we rented white noise i hope its good.. well gonna go watch it now Night night!

its officaly... were over.. i dont know what i was thinking... lets see
i left wor today becuase i didnt feel well ive been having a really bad
day.. the picnic sucked becuase i couldn't get a year book at first so
that sucked a lot but i dont know... whatever my life is falling into
about a million pieces... maybe if i go to sleep ill feel better...
thats what i was supposed to do anyway when i got home from work but i
couldn't... i was too upset... but now my tummy is even more upset than
it was at work and i have jon to thank for that one... i dunno... i
hope im not getting really sick... i really just hope that i have 
tummy virus!!!--i hope i feel better tomorrow for graduation

Note to jon:

i love you jon.. there has never ever been another guy and there never eve rwill be. you my one and only.. i want to marry you. i just dont understand how you can think all this after two years. yeah i know some on the things i said might have upset you, but theywere not something to break up with me over. Hes my bestfriend and always will be and i thought you knew that. im not going to lie becuase i know if you would have said those things to a certain someone i would have been upset too but i would never break up with you over them. jon you truly mean everything to me. i want to be with you now and forever and never let you go. i want to be happily married to you and have two beautiful children. your the only one i can see myself with for the rest of my life and i can't be without you.  i need to know now if you really are committed to me becuase jon i am 100% by your side forever... through good times and bad... whoever said that relationships should be easy were lieing.. we've been through so much together and why would either of us want to give it up. all i am asking jon is for your appologies and for you to make the right decision... i love you always.

okay guys... so join broke up with me again today for no reason.. he says i like jim.. okay how many of you know that i DONT like him... first of all everyone knows that we've been best friends since forever.. and jon put this spy thing on my computer so he can secretly read all my aim conversations.. ohhh big deal.. i dont care i dont have anything to hide jon is (was) the love of my life... well lets see jim and i made a silly little promise in like 8th grade that we would go to senior prom together no matter what... and we didnt obviously becuase im with jon and i was fine about that. but lets see jon broek up with me becuase i was like oh jim we didnt go to prom together like we promised.. big fuckin deal... me and jon were together for two years and there was no reason for him to break up with me like he did butwhatever i guess he didnt love me how he used to becuase he should know i dont want anything to do with jim like that... oh yeah and another thing... at the end of our convo i said 'luv' ya.. and he said it back... now the definition of 'luv ya' is friendly... if i would have said luv you... then maybe he could have gotten mad... of definitly if i would have said i love you... but did i? NO! i said luv ya... well whatever im not going to be dating for a while bacuse the love of my life totally turned me dowb for no reason... Anyone wanna go to north caroline with me for a week?

hey guys... labor day party today.. last night i couldn't sleep i didnt go to bed till around 1 :00 which is very very late for me! hehe jon will be here at about 2 to pick me up for bobby's.. im gonna finally finish my camera i hope... jon dropped the other two off from prom yesterday so i should have them thursday...well im gonna go..ill update laterrr

hey guys! i didnt really mean what i said about jon earlier... prom did really suck but jon and i were just arguing a lot... i went to the mountians saturday with dommie and we went to see Mategascar. it was a really cute movie!...then we left today pretty early and headed to the outlets! yay for shopping... i got 5 shirts and a pair of jeans...Jeans from Calvin klein, 2 shirts from aeropostale, and 3 from guess. it was a pretty good weekend and tomorrow is bobby's memorial day party with the justa pizza crew.

Prom Pictures..* (these are just from my g moms camera Wayyy more to come)

mee*

Jon putting on my corsage

Me putting on jon's butinier ((cant spell lol))

Me and jonathan

me and jon again <3

...and again <3

Close up

me grandmom and pop pop*

all of us

well prom sucked my boyfriends hates me and im broke... going to the mountains for the weekend with dommie... maybe ill have time to forget about this whole thing--two years of my life down the drain

i only have one thing to say PROM TOMORROW!!!! i love you jon!

hey guys!!! today im going shopping with diana for hair accsessories! yay--and i was gonna stop in the place i got my belly botton and tattoo done and get the bottom of my belly botton pierced but i called and instead of that im gonna get my tattoo fixed up! haha.. i hope diana doesnt kill me! ahh i duno... well i guess im gonna go.. im getting sooo excited for prom i seriously can't wait! I LOVE YOU JON! i cant wait to see him in a tux!!!

so today was the last day of schooL! yay.. im soo excited.. well it was the last day of classes but friday i have to go into cos till 11:30.. i came home today at 10:15 becuase it was the tech senior picnic and i thought it was stupid so i didnt go prom is in 3 days and im getting soooooooooo excited.. i can't wait at all... dommie came over last night and we did a practice updo on her... it only took me about 5 minutes haha but it looked really good... itll take more time on friday though... we just did a rough draft lol. well i guess im gonna go... i went to jons house after school today becuase he had to wake up and be at work by 11 so i figured i would go do it..! hehe i love him!! well i guess im gonna go... i just gave myself a pedicure!... i did them the same color blue as my dress (like a french manicure) with a light blue stripe on top, and a silver glitter line underneath and a clear coat over top! funn funn!! well time to go... work tonight from 4-9 YUCKKK!