May 31, 2005
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Note to jon:
i love you jon.. there has never ever been another guy and there never eve rwill be. you my one and only.. i want to marry you. i just dont understand how you can think all this after two years. yeah i know some on the things i said might have upset you, but theywere not something to break up with me over. Hes my bestfriend and always will be and i thought you knew that. im not going to lie becuase i know if you would have said those things to a certain someone i would have been upset too but i would never break up with you over them. jon you truly mean everything to me. i want to be with you now and forever and never let you go. i want to be happily married to you and have two beautiful children. your the only one i can see myself with for the rest of my life and i can’t be without you. i need to know now if you really are committed to me becuase jon i am 100% by your side forever… through good times and bad… whoever said that relationships should be easy were lieing.. we’ve been through so much together and why would either of us want to give it up. all i am asking jon is for your appologies and for you to make the right decision… i love you always.
